a new turning point.
a new life.
not a bad thing at all.

recently found out a new activity which i can engage :) clubbing.
widen my network, i shd i shd.
see more ppl.
since i dun haf any more curfew.
y not jus enjoy myself to the max.

thanks to ur plans and trap.
instead of miserable, i discovered more abt myself.
and found out tat there're act ppl who realli care and concern for me.
thanks guys.

esp mama...
she's the mighty one. really.
when i came out fr toilet w/ bee, i saw her watery eyes.
she's so dead worried for me, i noe.
after tat, we really had a longgggggg good chat.

umm.. i dunno whether i expect this will happened a not.
but which is good lar.
he let me see his true color. good.
i'm not dumb either.
i noticed he changes here and there.
jus tat i chose not to believe and let it be simply coz i trust him too much.
foolish becky, but nvm, she learned!
he sounded agitated on the phone tells everything.
dun lie.

nvm. treat it as a experience.
now i noe more abt guys.
mama, peeps and me came out w/ an "analysis report".
haha. wat a say.
oo.. which i shall not declare here.
coz i haf no prove, saying out makes me a bitch, ppl tink i cant leave w/o him. (oh pls!)
but i tink it most probably works like tat.

i dun hate him.
i'll carry on working at mcd.
i'm his subordinate; he's is my manager.
kp things clear.
ppl pls dun make fun w/ me n him k.

however, i will quit once i found a new and stable job which is much related to my field.
tat's after sometime.
dun b mistaken, not avoiding him.
which is pointless.

i going into year 2 in few weeks time.
more challenging things waiting for me.
no time to lose!
becky's on the move!!!

bee: sorry for recalling ur past, makes u so depress. my bad my bad. thanks for crying w/ me. haha. we're so silly. they dun worth us crying. sorry that i made u and friend quarrel when u're trying to protect me. dun worry k. thanks babe!

steph: thanks for rushing down after work. thanks for hugs and advice. i really feel more comfort after tat. :)