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Saturday, July 29, 2006

does people treat u seriously?
that's sam's nickname on MSN.
i happened to see it.
good one.
i was thinking abt that too.
great mind think alike uh! haha.
that's part and parcels of life maybe.

life can be nvr perfect.
u'll sure somehow get rejected by people ard.
when u tried to miggle ard w/ somebody u like... or feel comfortable with, and u wanan treat them seriously.
but yet they actually dun really welcome u. not say dun welcome..
it's like neutral... come or dun come.. makes no diff. haha.
like u noe.. "whatever lor..."

ok.. i tink i shd accept the dread fact by now.
(becky becky~~ u're always so slow~~)
mayb i seldom get rejected.. tat;s y? haha.
but tat doesnt mean i'm popular in a way ok. i'm kinda low profile person.
and i found out is really NOT nice to join gathering esp when u're so-and-so gf, tat's y u tag along.
which means i'm not over sensetive or paranoid, but is ACTUALLY THE TRUTH.

now i realise for the past few gathering..
i found out that the topic they're toking abt are work work work and ALL abt work...
and my soul will lost half way thru while listening...
or tinking wat's in for fashion now.. and how shd i improve my work n myself...
or even FANTASIZE! hahahaha.. nah.. i'm jus kidding.. oppss..
and they wun care much abt ur existence... even my bf. HAHA.
but cant blame him.
i cant possibly poke my head into their conversation when i noe NOTHING rite?

um... but he's the one who ask me to come? now left me alone like tat?
um... who ask u to be so stupid to go also rite?
um... but they're someone i noe also ma?!
haha... WHATEVER lar. as long as i get to eat. they feed me w/ yummy food.
WHO FUCKING CARES rite? boo!

yeah..
finally i've inspiration to blog.

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