oh fuck.
having freaking insomnia.

anyway... i've come up with some new year resolution.
haha.
like fucking kiasu.

soo... here i go:

1. piercing my tongue? (oh no.. urge of piercing coming back again.)
2. master how to draw perfect eye lines.
3. my eyelid is not oily anymore so that eye liners can hold longer.
4. earn as much money as possible for final yr.
5. everything to go smoothly.
6. world peace, peaceful life for me, everyone's healthy and happy :)

i hate girls who always like to rely on people over small probs... a.k.a GU NIANG.
tat's y i always tell myself to be independent enuff and live strong, dun add trouble to people.

yes~ it true that ppl will admire ur dare-devil and strong attitude.
some guys will appreciate u, thinking that u're a understanding girl.

but it's not always the case.
coz ppl mite not notice when u need help.
as u often reject their offer.

being too understanding will slowly make u egoistic coz u think u can settle everything urself when situation arrives.

that's all.

boring entry.

pouring rubbish.

Me against the music Parody

okay. i'm bored at home due to the cruel rainy day. here's something to spice u up! haha!

jesus -i will survive-

haha. specially for my nafa peeps. i always wanna share this video with u. lol. enjoy!

Before:
heh heh. this was taken during the BBQ on the 9th of Dec.

After:


haha! here's the brand new ah meng! yup, it's adorable :)

ta-nah!
new blogskin!
i like the way she suck the lollipop. lol.
jus find it sexy. heh heh.
it's like a mini major project for me coz i've been testing and playing with the html codes.
man.. this took up quite a lot of time, but nvm! i'm having my holiday now. yipee!

oh ya.. anywayzzz...
yday i went to send him off.
army boys' every where at tampines and even lot more at pasir ris coz that's their meeting pt.
went to meet his bunk mates. kao, i'm the onli gf there. like wtf. -_-"""
such a noob.

lesson learnt: will onli see him off at tampines nx time.

went off to meet up nessa, bee and stephie after tat.
but din take any pics, kinda lazy to initiate also.
most of us were like stoning, esp bee.
onli sex topic perk us up a bit (no.. it's a lot. HAHA.) but then died off ltr again.
and time is not by our side.
plus, stephie's gal-friend tag along (AGAIN~~~~ argh!)... we jus cant click w/ her, coz she always isolate herself which makes us feel uneasy.

imagine this scenario:
4 of us are chatting and being real bitchy and loud down there...
and then there's this silent ghost sitting with us at the table, listening and staring w/o any emotion on her face.

wtf.
7th lunar mth already over can.
y is she still here?

i mean... dun u haf a life or something?
always following stephie ard.
bahh.. and i've already voiced up to stephie a no. of times not to bring her along.
SIGH!!
hopefully she change a new human gf =x

that's all for today.


p/s: lazy to blog occasions with a lot of pics. imagine posting pics one by one and link them up with an entry. so i've set up a online album. once it's ready i'll post up the url. tataz.

First announcement:

MY BOY HAS FINALLY GONE FOR HIS NATIONAL SERVICE!

not happy or sad in particular. haf mentally prepared myself, and has taken a lighter view abt this matter. in fact, i find it such a relief that he is going to start serving his NS finally. if not, i dunno when the hell i can start my 2-yrs-countdown-to-HAPPINESE-EVER-AFTER timer. the later he serve, the MORE it is a drag for both of us. so y not JUST DO IT once and for all? aight? ^_^ Serve And Fuck off!!

Second anouncement:

I'm leaving GUESS for RIVERISLAND.

i dun deny guess offer a better pay than riverisland, job scope almost the same. riverisland shift is longer, mostly i think i'll propably kena full shift which is 10-10. higher chance of facing MORE bitchy ppl ard me. but cum' on! it's time to get down to this kinda REAL BITCHY BUSINESS, as i nid to noe how these customers behave when they comes to buying apparels. yup, i'm gonna b at vivocity at the cuming end of jan 2007.

i wan my feast.
BITCH feast.
i feeling real dirt bitchy now.
extremely.




where's miss swan?

just as i thot i can share a few pic for my photo shoot today.
the cam/memory card gave me prob.
#@$$#^$%&@#!~
and the pics are all GONE into thin air!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
coz of me rotating the pics in camera using comp.
and then the stupid cam cldn't read.
so was FORCED to format the memory card.
ccb.
upset!!!!!!!!!
SIGH!!!! :(

so anyway...
tho is quite a short photo shoot session... like 1 and a half hr.
i felt like i'm doing the ANTM can. (America Next Top Model)
thrilling!!
the studio is located in SVA lvl 4 with all those professional equipments there.

my friend's taking portrait for his assignment, which means upper part of the body onli.
so i was asked to sit on the tall chair.
starting kinda shy..
i jus stood there n smile into the cam with him directing me where to turn and tilt my head.
after some warm up...
he asked me to strike any poses... and pass me some notes which contain A LOT of poses that he and his friend had drawn.
cool! i said and asked a copy from him. hehehe.. :P

changing time!
i changed to a dress and heels which i''ve brought along.
this time rd, we've props! :)
base on my creativity, strike poses w/ the red hot chilli. LOL.
"bite", "kiss", "smell"...
and then holding a cut out frame from the black mounting board on my hand.

after that...
here comes the full length shot!
the best part of all.
i cld stand n move ard and pose like a model.
and him snapping non-stop with diff angle, passing on compliment.

wonderful experience lar.
i like photography!
it's as cool as i tink.
nv disappoint me.

will post up the pic when i got it from him.

ciao!