ever since after joining SFS.

i dun feel like a fashionista anymore. no longer.

not like how often i shop and update my wardrobe during my sch days.

not like how i can dress up every friday and paint the town red with friends.

what i mean dress UP is really dress UP... with the matching outfits, with correct shoes and bags. not always with the heavy sch bags.

money has been pouring to materials and other MORE commitments.

it's been a long time i ever since come home with many many shopping bagSSSSS.

i felt like i'm a SLAVE for the fashionista instead.

learning to design, making out patterns, sewing clothes, how to market them...

a piece of shit.